And everytime we meet,
you leave me with confused feelings.
You don't fail to let me feel
that my feelings sowing inside for you
is an intentional mistake;
is the biggest regret m making.
You sadden me,
You make me feel like a loser;
You make me feel like
I don't deserve what my heart seeks for;
Yes You' You sadden me!!

Invisible tears

Trying to pretend is the hardest thing for me. 

Laying on my bed, trying to comfort my nap on the pillow, staring at the ceiling, closing my eyes. Again. And again.

and the second hardest thing for me is to share my sadness with my family. 

I suck at it.

and here I am. 

eyes closed.

No, I am not sleeping.

The most hardest thing for me, Pretend. 

Yes' I was doing that.

Pretending to be asleep.

But I wasn't.

There was this tears, the invisible tears behind the closed eyes.

The Invisible Tears.