A silent yes and a loud No!

You laid down with me
right by my side..
you told me no lies...
with nothing to hide..


I swear I felt so good..
you should have known..
but how would you know,
my happiness wasn't shown!


My happiness without expressions;
My smile without emotions;
You rose in me without my notice
and then you suddenly VANISHED

I could still feel your hands,
closely entangled with mine
I could still feel the warmth
and the love that followed down the line.

I curse my clumsiness
I failed to let you know how I felt
I curse my stupidity
I really not know how to act

The nearness of your lips
almost touched mine;
we almost made love..
we ALMOST made love!