so US!

  

"Awake", He said

He said,
"I couldn't sleep all night long"
What he didn't know
 that I was awake too
that I was wondering about him
wondering about us,
and how are we going to be.

He said,
"I couldn't sleep all night long"
For only god knows
My eyes were wide open,
My mind couldn't stop
Thinking of him
Thinking of us,
and how are we going to be.

He said,
"I couldn't sleep all night long"
How would he know;
There was me in a corner
in my own world
an insomniac, a romantic
wishing for him,
wishing for us,
and how TOGETHER we are going to be.

I already started missing you as soon as the news came out,
I already started missing you when I saw you stare and mourn.
I already started missing you when you came and hugged me tight.
I already started missing you when you looked me into my eyes
and said everything's gonna be alright!!!

And I am one jealous freak.
I don't like being compared.
I don't like it being an option.
I don't like wearing the uglier heels.
I don't like the state of being left alone.
I don't like you with others.

Because I like you.
And I know you like me too.
Lets just stop the drama
and bind together, should we?

A kiss

Dear you,

I Want to kiss you so hard, yet so soft. I want it to be the type of kiss that leaves both of us breathless and lightheaded. The type that makes us look into each other’s eyes in disbelief afterwards. Then smile because we did. I don’t mind where it happens , in my place, outside your gate, in the streets, under the warm cosy blanket :P,  in private or surrounded by hundreds of people. I just need to feel those lips on mine because they’ve given me the best conversations of my life.
Since we’ll be going our separate ways soon and that I am surely going to miss you.
And that we’re both twenty and we don’t need any parental consent.
Just do this with me while we have the chance, no regrets.
Yes or yes?? 

A silent yes and a loud No!

You laid down with me
right by my side..
you told me no lies...
with nothing to hide..


I swear I felt so good..
you should have known..
but how would you know,
my happiness wasn't shown!


My happiness without expressions;
My smile without emotions;
You rose in me without my notice
and then you suddenly VANISHED

I could still feel your hands,
closely entangled with mine
I could still feel the warmth
and the love that followed down the line.

I curse my clumsiness
I failed to let you know how I felt
I curse my stupidity
I really not know how to act

The nearness of your lips
almost touched mine;
we almost made love..
we ALMOST made love!

We smiled.
We cuddled.
We loved!

We, you and I!

We are never meant to be together. I think so.
This is the worst feeling to know that both of us love each-other but there is noway we can be together.
How sad is that?
And how sad it is to know that, with each step towards fulfilling our desires, our love, we are one step closer to breaking a lot of people's heart.
This is true! You must be thinking this is weird but I agree, this is weird.
The whole situation here is weird. And sometimes even I fail to understand my own state and a-midst the whole yin-yang, I forget if this is the real me..