carl and ellie's story

                        The beautiful love that was meant to grow together!

flying without wings

Well, well, well!
I am in a part of my life where I am actually starting to think for my own. Its just useless you know, taking time to think about what others will think of you.

I've started to find happiness within me and that's a beautiful feeling to not find pleasure in others. This is what keeps me safe and sound even when the rest of the world is not with me.

I am just too content in my own world.
Au revoir!

and everytime, when he writes love poems,
                                                                       I instantly relate it to me.
and when his words don't make any sense,
                                                                      I stuck and wonder, who could it be?? 

The Invisible Trauma

The Invisible
The Trauma
The worst feeling.
This dirty drama.

The ruthless words
The fake care
The senseless touch
oh' so not fair.

Can't stand troubles
that won't ever end
It only worsen
and I fail to stand!

Sadness grew
hatred followed
Love landed
so cold,oh' so shallow

Pals and chums, galore
bonded sentiments, few
when in need of an ear
where, where were you?

Life goes on,
I, still be me, with
smile, mysterious
words, unmeant

The Invisible
The Trauma
The worst feeling.
This dirty drama.

together?

You can't sleep?
me either.
Lets can't sleep together! :-D

And everytime we meet,
you leave me with confused feelings.
You don't fail to let me feel
that my feelings sowing inside for you
is an intentional mistake;
is the biggest regret m making.
You sadden me,
You make me feel like a loser;
You make me feel like
I don't deserve what my heart seeks for;
Yes You' You sadden me!!