no, nothing!

I am seriously hating every single moment right now.
I don't have a life.
I don't have friends whom I feel friends with.
I don't have a job.
I don't have money to buy new shoes.
I don't have an identity.
I don't have any place to go.
I don't have the smile I used to have! 

first cut - deepest?

So, like really, is first love unforgettable??
Its his first love, happens...I heard people saying this and I could try to understand the situation here,.. but Hello'  life is too short to be living with the thought of first love, ain't it??
especially when your first love turned out to be a cheat,
when your first love took you for granted,
when your first love used you as an entertainment,
when your first love dumped you because she has started to like your brother,
when your first love brought this barrier between u and your best friend,
when your first love gave you a pinch of bliss and a handful of frustrations,

when your first love NEVER REALLY LOVED YOU AT ALL....

Would  you still think of your first love?? Would you still care to miss her??
Love is weird, I tell you!!

superhuman

At this moment,
if I had this superpower that'd make me SuperHuman..
I'd wish to be able to blow a cool chill wind on this man's face...  facing infront of me, sitting inside the same tempo, the scorching sun must be the reason behind his sweaty face. Not have I noticed until he took out a small piece of cloth *hanky* and wiped his face but the sweats, kept dropping!!
I wished I were a superhuman that time! ;(

baby!

A baby is home, a new puppy, a new member of our family.
We aren't 4 now. we are 5 members.
and the very morning I felt him, on my pillow, sleeping right next to me!
it seems we will share a special bond together ^_________^

I fall

With a stranger, never did I speak this much..
the feelings I had..
never did I felt a distance with you
and we even met quite a few times..

I realized that I was falling....
falling for you. falling over you..

But then I know you are noone to me..
we are never meant to be!!