Saturday, December 14, 2013

Part I ...

                                                       ----Story “A”----

They started off with a simple hi. It was raining and he was all drenched the first time she saw him, or they saw each other, the otherwise.   She reckoned it was his very effortless smile that probably got them to the climax where they are now.

                                                        ----Story “B”----

4 years and soon-to-be-five, she was in love with her guy-best-friend.  It was in fact the first time she has ever loved someone. But despite the love she had for her friend, she knew they were never possible. She knew two of them could never be together.  She buried his foul secrets, lived as his friend for years but like every beautiful thing comes to an end, her feelings came to a point where she knew, she couldn’t take it any further. She was done being his friend. She was done pretending to be what they were not. They were just best friends, nothing more, and sometimes less, and it quite saddened her.

She was sad because her first love never happened. Her first love was pretty poignant, turned out the other way of what she thought it was.

                                                      ----Story “A”----

And the rain brought them together. She never believed in first sight but she believed in glances… and that just one view she saw in him was enough to let her know that an adventure was on the line... And maybe she found it in this guy.  
Perks of having mutual friends, they caught up often for lunch, chitchats or just like that in groups and always ended up in each other’s company.  She liked it. And it seemed he shared the mutual feeling.
Days passed, weeks and by almost a month, they began to find comfort in each other’s company. For the ever first time, she opened up her inner self and told him what haunted her inside, the reason to why she was low most of the times. He was there to listen and she felt herself in his company.
Her feelings for her best friend began to make less impact on her, not that those feelings started to vanish; just she had someone to pour the burden when that feeling came by and it was that guy she clicked with.

                           

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Wednesday, November 13, 2013

I could never tell him
how much he means to me
Is it the words that lacked
or the rejection I fear to see...


......

Listening to this old bollywood track,
relating myself to the lyrics,
wondering, how true? :)

and isn't it wonderful, how someone else can sum up words that you have just lost...
words that you failed to gather ..

what is more wonderful is to know that, its just not you with the feeling..let it be good, bad, sadness-filled or the happy ones..

and I, what makes me happy is when I find someone with whom I could talk to about myself...
someone with whom I can BE myself...and need not be scared of being judged...
if you know what I mean?

Not that I have the dustiest corners in me or the darkest secrets but I am such an INTROVERT..
you got it right, THE introvert, that I hardly share people about my personal life.....

----contd!

Friday, September 6, 2013

and I wonder why did I even give him my whole strength
that he has turned himself into my weakness?


Saturday, August 3, 2013

what day is tomorrow?

Friendship's day is tomorrow.. The first sunday of August.
Should we be celebrating it for we are friends or just let it be, because we are more than that? Iguess!! :/

Friday, August 2, 2013

This, is me!


I want to......

I want to find those who are sadly in LOVE
and be able to write about them..
About the ones who are sad in love,
depressed, hopeless, broken,
yet in LOVE...

I want to be able to find
the similarities,and the relatives..
of our sentiments and our feelings
of being the hopeless one in love..

Friday, July 19, 2013

i hate your coldness

I feel cold in this freaking hot summer. and you are the sole reason why I feel so....
I love the type of cold winter leaves me with.
but the coldness you shower, it traumatizes me.... 

Friday, June 14, 2013

my best friend loves him.
He once liked me.
I don't know what to say now! :{

Saturday, May 25, 2013

H.A.T.E

You hate me. 
He hates me.
They all hate me.

and when it seemed
my sister hates me too..

then I began hating myself.
I hate me!!!

Friday, February 22, 2013

Didn't know, holding yourself back just to not make a call could be this difficult.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

I don't miss you,
Its just that I miss a part of me when you are not here!

Friday, January 4, 2013

We are like roses that have never bothered to bloom
                               when we should have bloomed.

It is, as if the sun has become disgusted with  waiting.

                -Charles Bukowski